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How did I get so lucky? From 1970-1974, my entire university sojourn,
I worked as the student assistant for Dr. John D. Brantley, then the
chairman of the English Department at Trinity University in San Antonio. He
had a simple pleasant office with big windows on the first floor of the
now-vanished red brick Northrup Hall. His view
opened onto a great green lawn of graceful trees and pathways. I worked at
a table in the outer room adjacent to his office, alongside his secretary,
and a few sturdy plants. This was the best thing that happened to me in
college.
For a few hours every day, I hovered in the domain of
Dr. Brantley’s goodwill and laughter. A more chipper, good-natured human
being never existed: I cannot recall him ever losing his temper with anyone
or being testy in any way. This seemed remarkable to me as his days were
filled with interruptions, worried students dropping by, official meetings
and reams of paperwork, mountains of mimeographed copies, countless phone
calls and letters from people in other states wanting jobs in his English
Department as well as his own classes to teach, stacks of student papers to
write his thoughtful remarks on, etc etc. Yet he never seemed sour or put-upon, nor
did he ever complain, except in a purely joking manner. A sense of being
“too busy” to speak to anyone never occurred to him, though surely he must
have considered barring that door more than once – a student or another
professor would enter his office, the door would close, and within moments,
gales of laughter would come rolling forth, the air would lift, I would
continue typing another “Thanks but no thanks” letter to a graduate student
in Omaha seeking employment, and believe that everything was, or eventually
would be, okay.
It was the open-hearted mood of all those days. Learning was energy, we were all engaged
in the process, delight glittered in Dr. Brantley’s face as he teased and
challenged us to larger thinking.
He never “talked down” to anyone. A sense of human respect, an enthusiastic
appetite for reading and writing and conversing, was Dr. Brantley’s
perpetual mood and tone. (Having
worked since then as a visiting writer on various campuses where too many
professors of English keep their doors closed and seem to be burdened by
competitive and haughty gloom, I realize now what a gift this was.)
He received an endless stream of “desk copies,” new novels to read,
in his mailbox, which always excited him. He generously passed on books of
poetry to me, including the anthology NAKED POETRY, my favorite, which
expanded my reading life forever (the first time I’d read W.S. Merwin, for example). These books that first were his
remain on my shelves today, stamped with Dr. Brantley’s name. He
rhapsodized about some of his favorite authors (John Barth,
for example) so warmly and intelligently, I felt uplifted to be in the
company of someone for whom literature truly was a changing force. Being in
his classes was pure joy and pretty hard work. No one slid by. He
challenged my opinions and agreed to let me do an entire “individual study”
semester on Jack Kerouac, though he was not
particularly a Kerouac fan. He marveled when
Stella Kerouac invited me down to Florida
and celebrated the letter I received from Graham Greene’s secretary as warmly
as if she had written to him. He even invited me to work with him during
the summers at the annual
Journalism Institute for high school students at which he
passed out a single page of suggestions to earnest young poets. “Never
trust anyone over thirty” was on the list, but I didn’t believe it, though
I was the one handing out the pages. He was over thirty and we could all
trust him.
To be in the company of someone of such pure integrity and pleasantry
for years was like standing firmly in the beam of a radiant lighthouse,
soaking up the light, knowing it could mysteriously guide you forever
because now your cells were permeated with it.
The other professors in the department, Drs. Bill Spinks, Bates Hoffer, David Middleton, Frank Kersnowski,
Marguerite Davenport, Kenneth Staggs, Karl Kregor,
and the writer Robert Flynn were likewise brilliant, encouraging, terrific,
energetic, friendly, funny, humane-- as if Dr. Brantley had miraculously
created a force-field of great professors all around him simply by being
who he was. Not a dolt or a creep among them. He would not have taken
credit for anything either, but there is no doubt, as a principal
mysteriously establishes the mood of a school, that Dr. Brantley created a
legendary era in the history of Trinity University and the free-spirited
discourse of that period of time in culture, generally, was echoed and
enlarged by the spirit in his halls.
John D. Brantley, whom some of us ended up calling Dave, loved his
family deeply, spoke of them often, and extended
that family to include all of us. Just the other day, 29 years since I
graduated, we got together and ended up talking a little poetry alongside
everything else and the dialogue was as vital and helpful as if we had been
hanging out in adjoining offices all these years reading and thinking.
Maybe that is the magic of our best teachers: we tune into them and stay
tuned as long as we live. I never liked John Barth
as much as he did, nor did I convince him that Jack Kerouac
was one of the most shining stars of the 20th century, but we
had a great time jabbering about it all, day after day.
To all those hundreds of you job applicants who received the
meticulously typed “Thanks but no thanks” letters, I’m sorry you didn’t get
to be in his company too.
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